I live now in two different worlds. Two different lives in two different worlds. And its as if these two lives have no intersection except for myself. The everyday routine, the routine challanges, the pressures are all different and very often my second life is invisible to my first. Especially because my work life is very unorthodox and it does not fit into the patterns that people are familiar with.
If you take every single aspect of one life and turn it on its head, you would get a pretty decent description of the other.
A couple of nights I had this dream where I got fired, and within the dream itself I realised that it was a dream, it had to be for some logical reason which i cannot recall, but the dream didnt stop, it kept going and things kept happening. I guess that's an effect of being away from your other world for a long period( not long enough, but 13 days is long in this context). Its as if your other life is calling you back, wondering where you've gotten to. Its sometimes hard to imagine, that bout 10 days ago I was doing a job which lasted 24 hrs, with three runs at a rig and in ten days from now Ill be doing the same, but for now ill just be walking barefoot on the beach, not in steel toed snow boots. Ill sit around and eat home food and not rush to the nearest Subway to get some decent food. And I will sleep at nights and best of all meet friends and just sit around and talk over a cup of coffee as if the clock were wound back a few months. There must be something wrong with the clock, it turns too fast.